keep it from acapel's fans

2009-01-26T21:12:00.003+08:00

i actually have so much
realisation of myself
within the 2 weeks
in tekong camp.
i learn that im a person
who dnt like mild emotions
i want to be angry
and be very angry
happy and very happy.
i dnt like to be in the middle.
and i secretly like myself
for the uncomplying side of me
no matter how hard ns tries to wash
away all my identity
i refuse uniformity.
refuse to fit in.
refuse to use vulgarities.
im not a slightest changed.
at all.
maybe it just added a little ruggedness
into my look.
wouldnt let
things move in more than that.
and i continue to stand firm in
all that makes up me.
.
they say in ns you will get
to know ppl from all walks of life
no more elitism.
but we have this enhanced batch
where the whole company is almost
either my hwachong mates or rjs
shorter serving period than others
and having academic discussion.
.
i needed you more badly than i thought.
the sorrow wouldnt let me off
not even a moment.
thankyou for being my strong support.
making me feel so loved.
so i could drag myself
and go on.
.
me: mummy said she is getting us a car
as wedding gift
<3: really?!
me: guess what, i asked for a 7-seater :D
<3: baby! we dnt need a 7-seater!
.
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

2008-12-08T12:40:00.001+08:00

see life's biggest contradiction;
and feel really helpless about it.

2008-11-27T01:57:00.002+08:00

if you've seen
piggyback activities
on cityhall streets
or bugis area
that cant be anyone else.

2008-10-05T17:36:00.001+08:00

you have the influence over my life
the way i deal with my worries
and settle with toubles
and perhaps the way i show that im unhappy

2008-09-14T23:35:00.003+08:00

very long since i felt so down;
i guess i was relying too much
on this one thing
i would say it as many times
as you would ask it
that you're the one and only one
perhaps just like how i want
and need
to hear it
i just want to hear it
again
i never doubted for a slightest.
and this goes for every word
that you say.

2008-09-11T23:45:00.002+08:00

somethings
can only come out from you
im not sure if its the words you choose
the tone you use
or the way you sound
maybe all
but everytime
it comes at the right time
to pick me up

2008-08-31T02:55:00.003+08:00

i love the way you pop up from behind.
the way you make me save water
and the questions you ask at 3am.
you're just so filled with surprise
.
the eagerness.
everytime you turn your back.

2008-07-25T00:34:00.001+08:00

is true love once in a lifetime
maybe its just the one
who knows
the shortest way to your heart

2008-07-16T01:13:00.000+08:00

race strategy that worked. :D

2008-07-06T03:16:00.004+08:00

what can be nicer
when you're doing
a theory paper
and someone just
comes in with a surprise
.
thankyou for
all the things you did
for me
when i fall sick
the things you did;
the drink you made;
the words you said.

2008-07-01T00:43:00.003+08:00

find it hard to fall aslp last night
today was a super stressful day.
chem paper 1 and 2 + csc paper 2
i think i used up half of a pen.
9 pages of chinese words in 2.25 hr
followed closely by a race, 400m trial.
the weather was the hottest i raced in this yr
and the track was crowded.
for my trial, they stopped all the activity
so the nanyang girls sprinters, the high sch sprinters,
the jumpers, middist juniors
EVERYBODY watches you.
i guess that stimulates race condition.
alright, maybe more.
feels like a super star. :D
when i fit into my starting blocks,
it slipped and i was like 'plonks'
my fast reaction saved me.
luckily it was a trial start
shaojie came over to step on the blocks :D
and this time the
the paddle slipped.
i was like freaking nervous and
things like this screwl your mood
a little.
and Mr Han started us off.
with all eyes on me and zhenyang.
haha. thanks for putting up
a tough fight and
pushing me all the way.
the last 100m was a 'moonwalk'
due to the super fast first 200m
the dip was drama
and yes i heard laughters from the jumpers.
i think i threw myself to the line
like a little too hard.
56s, again
everyone at track was SO NICE today.
i need a miracle,
to get out from 56s
maybe i shld have read it
like before i raced
cause it will make a
BIG BIG BIG
DIFFERENCE :D
met a long lost friend on the way home
one of the best basketball players
i knw. now coaching.
and he is planning to go overseas for a yr.
"Where have you been, still going church?"
daily quiet time+
attend svc on and off+
watch svc online
is this counted as backsliding?
.
although the day was
filled with so many stressful events
i guess how my day started off
always make a difference.
.

2008-06-29T21:25:00.002+08:00

i love that tshirt design!
haha, but who would wear it?
have plans to wear
something similar on the skin.
ouch!
.
wouldnt it be so quiet?
but i thought you hated
noise from too many ppl.
but i wouldnt be used to it.
.
and i
never could ask for anything more
to knw how far
you would go for us now

2008-06-10T01:59:00.002+08:00

its 2am.
i think i hate slping late.
.
speed workout.
anaerobic lactate is my new friend
and its really giving me a hard time.
never felt so much lactic for some time
could really feel it flowing into my quads
in the finishing.
why so many thinks
i can make it as a speedster.
as much as i hate to up my build,
i have to do it.
.
played in the street court
as usual before trng
sir formed team with mr poh sengsong
haha. mr national sprinter
ran in athens.
and you dare block his shots?
just look at those hamstrings
and you will know what to do.

and i was trng alone on the track
and came mr poh
smiling at me when im having rests in between
who will dare to slack.
and he's joining my weights session tml.
goodluck kenn.
.
every corner in this city
keeps a tape that only plays in our head.

2008-06-09T01:16:00.003+08:00

late.
reached the studios only at 11am
when the equipments check was done.
sorry guys.
saw fire fight playing ytd evening
before i left the studios
and there they are at 10am this morning
in the studios next door.
and why do all the local bands
like to play caracal's last night at 12
razi the studios exec,
john hemsley from wake me up music
and james from drums resources came down
to give comments.
and yes the pizza we promised razi
.
since when did i become a fan of epiphone guits
next guit shall be a epiphone.
and a blue one.
and since when i only want my guits blue
think my guits shall only be blue.
and all blue. and a pretty blue.
very paticular about this.
.
sorry guys, for not being very myself todsy.
thanks for covering up the parts.
when im much in a daze.
love the music and the fun today!
.
thanks for telling me
things i so needed to hear.
everytime you prepare me saying
you've got something to tell me
it just sets a shiver.
i guess its
a conditioned reflex
,from long.
.
though all the roads we have to walk along are winding
though all the lights that lead us there are blinding
quiet down the mind, hear your heart
hold tight.
we're almost there.
please.
hold tight.
when we're there, we know we earned this together
it will be something so precious,
something we will so treasure

2008-06-06T01:57:00.002+08:00

i secretly love the way you sniff me;
and to look at you smile
when you're in my arms.

2008-05-27T00:30:00.002+08:00

For now,
i will pray so hard
so much.
Daddy
and i will keep believing
You will keep what You gave;
it ached so much.
i think i will not feel
any pain from my lactic buildup tml.
every little bit of it is sustaining me
every moment
every frame in my head
is helping me hang on.

2008-05-04T17:43:00.000+08:00

would be doing the same thing on the may 18th

2008-05-04T14:03:00.001+08:00

they call me quiet;
but im a riot

2008-05-04T02:37:00.002+08:00

got my head into this new genre
.
planning this really out of the world
morning assembly announcement on wed.
get blown away school.
salad power.
.
when piano lesson becomes love consult.
interchangable roles of ms loh.

2008-04-22T01:16:00.002+08:00

race analysis
plot graph
velocity
threshold rate
conclusion: too conservative
name of the game: courage
.
thursday
such a very good day aha.

2008-04-13T01:47:00.002+08:00

class dinner at marche
thn to my much looked-forward-to gig
Action Reaction part 2
some nice rock
and occasional screamo
hahahaa.
was entertaining YH and kai
at the recept;
we played hangman.
as usual, kenn's puns.
clue: flexible genre
ans: Rubber Band.
clue: a band(spoken)
ans: not straight.
made the 2 laugh quite hard.
.
that sudden interest to be a nice brother
they know me well
and obviously see thru it
.
for the next week
time to rush publicity
programming
make or break
all eyes are on us
http://www.scape.com.sg/listentothesaladdays
.

2008-04-09T00:48:00.002+08:00

its time not to be so result oriented;
to the point of forgeting to enjoy the process,
and making yourself so tired.
;
xiu jiali and i went to shit
at the library together;
jiali insisted that the one
in lib is the nicest
so we went.
when its ald so urgent(for xiu and me)
we climbed to the 5th floor
and she went to chose a magazine.
loll. never will i touch any readers'digest
in the library from now
haha. i think i disturbed the couple.

2008-04-07T00:38:00.003+08:00

Yuriy Borzakovskly
.
the man i pictured myself to be
when i did my last kick today.
took off abit earlier than i usually would
but coach said it was a right move.
the heat was much sprinter base
i need to get out from the pack
and move before the sprinters start to work.
but i did paid
with the lactic accumulated in the last 100m
.
2:14:47
a good time to start off the season

2008-04-06T00:48:00.003+08:00

never felt like this before.
a dream from long;
a dream come true.
now my motivation,
my inspiration.
my adrenaline.
to do everything;
to be the best i can
for you.
.
every look
every word
from you;
touches me.
this is so unreal.

2008-04-04T01:20:00.002+08:00

rainy days.
changing plans.
sudden crave.
popcorns.
4hrs.
i-j-K.
sweet day.
insecurities.
assurance/reassurance.

2008-04-03T00:25:00.008+08:00

sports day.
hahaha.
basketball for PE
after sch,
my first tkd trng in hc
didnt manage to go track trng
so i've got 3 sets of gear in my bagg.
.
HC taekwondo.
first time for training
and im put down for tournament
pattern tournament
the sir did QC on me
so i did a Tae Guk Pal Jang;
it was like impromptu
wasnt really prepared at all
but it was satisfactory i guess.
haha.
everyone went thru the selection in 2s or 3s
i was doing it alone.
everyone was sitting ard.
LOOKING.
adrenaline rush.
my double knife hand was bit out of proportion
was true enough, coach spotted it.
.
just realised i know all the j2 at tkd
hahaha. yes. everyone.
so i was going ard diff cliques
and everyone's slacking.
.
next tues i'd knw if im arranged
into pairs or team of 3
or indiv for the competition.
likely to be indiv though
luckily i went today;
they were deciding on the people
to put down for competition.
and they wanted to upgrade me to do a Koryo
totally confused;
the actions are too abstract
.
i didnt knw so many ppl in my class
were so concerned about me
today i felt it all
haha. they were accompanying me everywhere
gave no chance for me to be alone
and they
joked about not letting me come in touch
with any ropes
or sissors.
thanks 64!
.
sorry kai.
i think i've scared you over the phone ytd
in that first few hours of mind blank
i could only thought of you and my mum.
haha. i really think you knw me best.
.
kicking and shouting at tkd
helped alot too i guess.
felt so much better.
and of course seeing you.
thanks for coming down
when we meet
the time
the setting
so similarly dreamy
and now
finally
when you dnt look slpy tml
i hope i can change that blur pic.

2008-03-30T23:37:00.002+08:00

without you,
i will not be me.
it is in your arms
i feel complete
when i hold you
the world just fades away
cause what is in my hand,
is my world, my everything.
nothing matters more than your smile

2008-03-26T21:04:00.003+08:00

God is good.
He is faithful, so faithful.
Once again, He stood up for me.
turn the situation around.
His mercy and grace abound.
.
saw a beautiful quote.
it goes like this
"God, grant me the serenity
to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,
and the wisdom to know the difference"

the last line. yes
the last line.
it is so important to know the difference.

2008-03-14T01:48:00.002+08:00

mugging and mugging.
hahaa.
even the most unlikely to mugg is doing it
cammilia called to ask a econs question
that is so 'wow' out of the world
and jiankai called to check if his lagging
is normal, i assured him its okay.
hahaha.
no time over the weekend to study;
feels rather stressed.
tml, morning rehearsal at nygh
for the sat's research paper symposium
hahaa. for last 2 years im a participant
tml i will sit in the judging panel
yes. im judging the papers :D
cause i won 2 straight years
hhahaa. alongside with professors (:
and i need to comment for 15mins.
after the rehearsal, lunch with the girl
meet Sennheiser for possible sponsorship for our gig
meet loft studios in charge to discuss about recording of EP
cost, quantity, bla bla
evening: meet mum for haircut at tampines.
sat morning: leaders training at nyc
sat afternoon: research symposium judging at nygh
sun morning: allcomers meet, 400m
to qualify for national juniors
sun afternoon: sph last meeting
.
i miss hugging you.

2008-03-10T23:22:00.004+08:00

1hr late for trng.
mr tok was back with us for trngs.:D
we had soccer after trng with the sprinters and the juniors.
michelle plays scoccer like a guy.
haha.
form trainings.
although it looks like a easy trng.
weights before the run made
the intensity so high.
200m X 10, 400m, 800m all out.
need to work on my landing posture.
.
reading room with kai and michelle.
we wanted to study but it turn out
to be naps and jokes sessions.
slp so much.
wake.
and then laugh so hard.
.
dad booked me for outing on wed.
.
i need a haricut.
and i shall have one tml.
.
so much emotions going on ytd.
when i played the guit for the camp
and 100+ of us sing the song
one last time in the camp
when everyone's dismissed.
the chapter of my 3 years in sph exco
officially ended.
only 5 out of the 14 exco members
are able to stay to form the 12th exco.
the ediors called for a debrief for the exco.
and there was so much crying going on.
the girls. my vjc asst. xiaohua.
the people we meet every sunday
in that meeting room in sph.
the meetings.
the post meeting funn.
the stress in organising events.
and the funn in executing ideas
alot of us in j2 worked together for long;
since the 9th exco.
was forced to step down due to j2 stress.
For me,
3 years, 2 terms of leading the group of zhao.
every year i see ppl come and go.
worked with the people given to me.
the challenge to bring ppl together and form bonds
in the 5 events within a year
is one of the most interesting task
and i really enojoyed doing it.
suggested names of sucessors to take over.
and we left the camp site, where we first met
3 years ago. the same place. the same people.

2008-03-06T00:19:00.002+08:00

plyometric
plyometric
plyometric
get hurt without knowing
become stronger without realising
up the sprinting mechanics
how sweet a workout.

2008-02-27T22:40:00.002+08:00

5km time trial.
conducted in a very interesting way.
adopting Tour de France;
slowest runners start first.
staggered start according to previous performace.
mine was a +4mins after the first group;
12 and a half rounds around the track. (:

2008-02-21T23:58:00.004+08:00

see. i told you.
peiwenn just broke up with
the lifeguard.
:D i dnt like lifeguards.
hahaa.
thanks for the over-whelming response
booking me this weekend to celebrate an impt
day in the year.
hahahaa.
i realise all my weekend would be spent
all on celebration.
hahaa. it is such occasion
which makes you feel so popular and loved.
.
national juniors is not going to be for
any tom,dick or harry.
new game rules,
top 8 for field events
top 16 for track
in any 4 of the allcomers meet to qualify for
national juniors.
compete no mre by age,
but by best time.
how interesting(:
.
i just saw some handmade roses.
how lovely.

2008-02-11T23:49:00.000+08:00

sat, mish came over alone.
one day later,
meet the parents.
4th day of new yr,
mashy's parents invited us over.
haha. very sudden.
daddy was nt comfortable with it
so he dropped us and went home.
mashy's daddy was not as scary as she described.
haha. first time meeting michelle's daddy in person.
in fact i would say he's
such a nice daddy,
warm and friendly
mish and i was sitting so quietly
the parents talked.
and my sis was not allowed to say anything.
just in case she leaks out anything that her parents
shldnt knw.
hahahaa.

2008-02-09T01:22:00.000+08:00

listen to the salad days; says:
what shld i wear
listen to the salad days; says:
you decide
listen to the salad days; says:
c'mon host
cracked crashes and shiny snares. says:
-.-
cracked crashes and shiny snares. says:
talk cock why i decide lol
cracked crashes and shiny snares. says:
just wear something la ahaha
listen to the salad days; says:
just wear sth
listen to the salad days; says:
hahahaha
listen to the salad days; says:
guailan
listen to the salad days; says:
HAHAHA
listen to the salad days; says:
SOMETHING
listen to the salad days; says:
ANYTHING
listen to the salad days; says:
IS NOTHING ALSO SOMETHING
cracked crashes and shiny snares. says:
yeah can also
cracked crashes and shiny snares. says:
house party
cracked crashes and shiny snares. says:
lots of adults
cracked crashes and shiny snares. says:
dad considering to hire strippers.
cracked crashes and shiny snares. says:
LOL
listen to the salad days; says:
F
listen to the salad days; says:
hahahaa.

2008-01-27T01:11:00.000+08:00

cause babby you're the dawn
after my long long night alone;
simple and sweet,
so beautiful.
you keep this heart safe and warm.

2008-01-26T00:44:00.001+08:00

15th km, we're going uphill and
there came the headwind.
from 2km, mashy's stomach didnt give her a break
till the end.
lots of injury,
lots of bad pacing.
alot of speed endurance to work on.
.
the 3rd time i saw camm cried this week.
when it is false hopes
and anticipation
you know things would not turn
out that way
but you just cant let go
if you could do anything
you would do everything
you just keep hanging on
with your emotions all screwled.
ALL SCREWLED
when they try to be nice again
you cant show how you're broken
just pick yourself up and
believe again.
and this slashes nv stops
the worst part
you put all of youself into it
and you cant hear from the outside
you just refuse to listen to friends
all you see, the hopes
even if you knw nothing is going to change.
.
not many can relate to that.

2008-01-21T23:58:00.000+08:00

mr tok + mr davidyeo
when 2 come together,
there are infinite possiblities.
like today,
800m trial run.
totally off mish and my guessing range.
when i slpt at 1am last night.
hahaha.
cutie did a way off time
so did i.
aching frm the 200hurdle jumps.
after our timed run
eccentric.
.
"listen to the salad days"
the name i came up for kai and my
first self-planned-self-organised-self-executed gig
kai didnt like the name.
but everyone else like it.
.
youth bands (jc bands, poly rockies)
registration soon be up.
all proceeds go to the boys' town
audition in march hols in our very own *scape studios
final bands would be in for our very own recording.
gig staged right smack in town (somerset)
open stage, best outdoors equipment, best sound crew,
adrenaline-rushing hype.
guest youth band: amateur takes control

2008-01-13T19:38:00.001+08:00

check out his other vids. cool cool cool.

2007-12-25T01:57:00.000+08:00

cant find a cuter little sis. heh. black is so sweet.

kick ass! XD

monkey see;

monkey do :D
great christmas eve i've got.
woke up at lunch time.
yay. wake up. eat.
lunch with granny
went to church with much ease today.
no one really called to check.
no one really suspected.
haha. met mr ram on the way home.
rushing for family gathering.
thn to town with mum dad sis.
everyone was at their crasiest.
hahhaa.
daddy was very crasy looking for tops
dad so into shopping?
mumm was i dnt care about you all
'im just going for fun'
me so into taking pics.
xmas xmas.

2007-12-15T01:23:00.000+08:00

i lost count of how long you've been gone.
cause i felt so lost.
i think i really need you right now.
come back to me darling.
at least a few more weeks to go.
im like stoning and dazing and smiling.
thinking of you.
everything here reminds me of you.
.
whole week was shopping spree.
sis got 3 cardigans, 3 bags, 2jeans, alot of tops.
oh yes, i was helping my sis and mum queue up at mango
and there was alot of ppl looking at me.
haha. that little girl spent 300bucks
and kids just dnt knw how to control.
plus we have a wonderful mum, we get what we want.
almost all the time. (:
we were like getting the car
then it was like still a distance
outside fareast
came a merz cab,
my mum just open the door and we hop onto it.
she said she was tired.
haha. mummy brought us to have nice hot chocolate,
it was really frezzing outside. argh.
and oh yes.
i spent 100bucks lesser thn that little girl
so mummy was suggesting i shld go find a shoe or sth
hahah.
tml doing a gig at 430.
morning doing sph work,
got undone work
ms charlotte saved my life
by coming to help out at the gig tml.
3 of us 4-11pm.
weekendtrip by scape,
do come down to support.
scape, nyc, beside cine tml.
live bands, from local, hot and original :D
meeting ms peiwen after the gig at 11+
no drinks please, piano on sun morning
we'll have coffee.
hahah. we havent met for ages.
hmms.
darling come back now.
when you're ard,
everyday you just give me so much swt stuffs
when you're away, it finally gives me time
to really revisit all the swt moments
running thru them.
it is just a kind of nice.
and can just spend the whole day doing it.
reservation anniversay.
hahah, shld we call it this name.
my room smell of you.
haha. my mum say when you're back
we go out again okay. haha.
mummy likes you.
oh yes. all 3 of us went to change our hairstyle today.
haha.
weird family.

2007-11-10T00:51:00.000+08:00

alright.
since when did i last step into a club
hahah. it was this tues.
with my sch mates.
its really fun to watch
your classmate get drunk.
you dnt really get to see them drunk
and pissed. hangover. all red.
i mean you dnt really have the chance.
haha. funn.
zhaoxuan got seriously drunk.
hahah. total knockout.
during dinner time still hanggover.
.
leaving next friday night for uk.
10days. i'd be missing you dear.
after tml i will finally have prints in my wallet again.
hopefully.
then she would be gone for 3 weeks.
back to her hometown.
and i will be left here.
tml before the gig in town.
we'll have funn okay.
hahaa. busy with so many gigs.
tday a drummer at the gig
was dammn dammn merng.
totally untie hair (she's a girl)
and she totally thrash the guys.
it was so so loud.
my ear hurt.
.
the night im back.
you promised to accompany me
while i jetlagg.
you're nt going home.
(:

2007-10-20T00:27:00.000+08:00

been catching up with close friends
recently; whom we lost contact for a while.
alright. i admit its cause of my laziness
to turn up for hangouts and cause i've decided to quit nightlife.
as i've promised.
all of them have been asking about the girl.
haa. everyone thinks its better that im with
this good girl. they've found out someway somehow.
hahha. while they're still with their crasy girls.
haha. i dnt knw what is happening but i've been
reminded of events which happened last year.
moments when i had total lost of control.
got my life really messed up
i thought i could not be made well again.
many things really upset me so badly.
but its also when i got to knw
who would really be there when you need them.
you hate to feel weak and helpless.
but you wouldnt afraid to show it to them.
haa. Luo just replied got the parcel i sent last last fri.
singapore post took so long.
it failed to reached before birthday.
how you're doing well now.
its turning winter, do take care ya
.
went cooking for the mish and her mum
last sat, haha. over at her house
i cooked dishes for dinner for the 3 of us
i've been cooking alot again. (:
her mummy thinks i cooked better
than she expected. haa.
happy with everything now.
've got someone who really treasures me
and understands me :D
im thankful.
.
we've been the weirdest couple in sch.
we play weird games.
and we're nuisance in the public.

2007-10-16T23:19:00.001+08:00

2007-07-07T00:03:00.000+08:00

got this rare chance to feel that way again.
blame the time;
cause we were just fooled again.
the past, oh just a slip, we lost it again.
my friend, you knw what we shldnt talk about.
and im sorry.
.
national translation comp
internal selection test
qn5: KFC- its finger lickin' good.
into chinese.
how about prose and poem.
haa. did fairly well.
its all crap. esp translating
sports news and advertisements.
the defending champ thinks im a threat;
:D

2007-07-06T23:23:00.000+08:00

(: kenn as drummer!

our drum teacher from electrico!

our talented drummer, alex, feeling emo during jamming. its alright boy.
so is our techno specialist, loofangkai. EMO is the way to go!

though she looks like a noob,
but dnt be deceived. my rocker baby.

looking pro.

before jamming lessons, looking rockish.
but obviously failed. FAILED.

another attempt. hahaa.

2007-07-02T21:25:00.000+08:00

HAA!

HUH!

fun(ny) expressions

hoho!

and my girlfriend is a bird;

2007-06-11T22:56:00.000+08:00

yinyue yvonne REMYY kenn felicia
for the funny story that took place ytd pls refer to yinyue's blogg frm the links
on your left.

well wishes for ang pheng siong. the guest of honor. fastest free stylist in the world!

my sassy girlfriend

2007-06-07T23:34:00.000+08:00

gingerbreadman must die.
everytime gingy appears on the screen
the girl went screaming.
haa. after the show.
sent the girl home.
just as we were to walk out tbp.
a hand came tapping me on the elbow.
my sis! omg. thn came my dad
smiling away. yes. daddy caught us.
hahaa. so arising from it
a discussion about the girl over dinner.
hahaa. dad and mum was really funny.

2007-06-07T12:12:00.000+08:00

let's start from tues shall we?
mish's back.
we did slacky trng in the cardio gym.
so we had energy for the funn at track camp later.
hahaa.
the girl forgot to bring her flips
so she couldnt bathe in sch.
so she came home with me to bathe.
separately.
hahaa.
we competed who bathe faster
i got that girl to help me choose clothes
she was wearing the OBS shirt.
so she got me to wear the same shirt.
followed by the same color of shorts.
and the same spects.
omg.
hilarious.
we're laughing our heads off in my room.
i laughed till my abs ached alot.

we had so much of fun that we forgot our lunch.
and the girl got a gastric.
we promised samantha that we're going to the crossers side
but we ended up going to the sprinter's
denise's house.
at NASSIM PARK
just outside orchard forum
dammn ex area.
we got niaoed by everyone
who wearing the same stuffs
omg. hahaa. we made some jap food.
all the guy cant do the cooking
so they're outside playing foosball.
only kenn in the kitchen
hahaa. with hannah, vivien, joy, denise and mishh
hahaa. denise's house was really nice.
haa. but we soon felt guilty cause we promised samm
so we took a cabb down to delphine's house.
at Bukit Timah. behind nygh
haa. we got nioed again
they're still cooking.
omg. delphine's oreo was chasing nick foo all ard the house
they got a swimming pool.
omg. why is everyone so freaking rich.
hahaa. mish and i were cutting the mushroom
for the sauce. im nt really good with the knife
so is ling xiu and mish.
hahaa.
again. the only guy in the kitchen.
.
ytd was a great day.
600m followed by 200m workout
clocked 2:09
feels really good.
with my new spikes.
went sutdying with
the girl who is so into mugging
at orchard lib.
we're like sitting on the floor
behind ther bench against the glass
marking out area for ourselves
so its like a small area all for us
but it was quite squeezy.
arrhh. lots of distractions.
form now,
3 hrs to meeting that girl to watch shrek.

2007-06-04T23:05:00.000+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

2007-05-29T23:33:00.000+08:00

the house is freaky quiet now.
without the little girl who is in taiwan now.
aye. miss that girl. now this girl also.

the forever hiarious mum.

the girls soon forgot about us

3/4 of the family

the models! i think there's still a bigg difference. sis and her besty, cristine. hot kids.

he who would miss the little girl the most;

2007-05-28T23:40:00.000+08:00

reflecting.
when you're away
its gives me time to think
what i might not been doing well
.
nh guys are.. *cough cough.
i empathise.

2007-05-25T01:01:00.000+08:00

its a little disturbing;
to learn how you say it
and why you still say it;
.
yolanda pop up over msn to remind me of ytsa grad ceremony.
excited for the upcoming events and annual camp.
9-10june
hahaa. when did we last meet?
the ij-cjc swimmers
fervent fan of cheeyang. lmao
facilitators for camp.
meeting: this sun 3pm
.
had great time with yuan!
omg, we've been such close buddies
and its really great to do catching up
we talk for an hr non-stop
till my throat really cant take it,
so he invited me to join his $30K funded
project based in some GRC.
hahaa. i think vice-pres is too much to handle
(in fact the team is so big there' 2 vice pres
and one of them is yuanchang, so imagine that)
so i got to head the publicity.
hahaa. what i've always been doing with kai in nyc.
meeting: also this sun 6pm
3 meetings this sun.
faints*
+ sph evluation at noon.
treat on jiahui-jie (:
.
hahaa. jiali says guys with lots of guy friends
are cool.
i dnt really get it.
.
im planning my hols tml.
writing everything to its detail
and to strictly follow.
LOTS AND LOTS
OF WORK.
.
countdown: 11

2007-05-23T00:05:00.001+08:00

girl's gone;
boy's alone.
13 long days.
keep running.
baby you'll be running.
day and night.
till you're back here
back in my arms again.
.
we went ikea tday
"i think we need to get a new wadrobe"
"i dnt think we need to look at the fridge, mummy say she would get one for us"
hahaa.
spend abit of time
imagining.
"huh why you wna visit the children's section, too early le la"
hahahaa.
(: (: (:
tml would be having recess alone;
trng alone;
going home alone;
promise i would get tanner, smarter, less pimples;
when you're back.
haa. got lots to work on.

2007-05-18T23:51:00.000+08:00

thankyou for Your faithfulness

when i have been not very faithful lately;

He is faithful when i've been not

and that really touched me.

im sorry for all i've done all these while.

called to repentance;.

;

michelle!

coach realised we're together

so he talked to us;

to focus and everything.

dnt be distracted during trng.

he said he hoped we're matured enough;

which i personally thinks is not a problem to mish.

and

2007-05-06T23:40:00.000+08:00

at mish's place.

2007-05-01T22:12:00.000+08:00

20hrs together.
11pm-8pm.
SOAMP!
her mum's gone for a week;
quite worried for the girl
though she's very independent
so i went to stay;
got the condo's gate password
sneaked up the stairs,
vigilant about the neighbours
who gossip alot.
phew, till i got in there.
;
we stayed home all day
i love the way you woke me up.
and the rainy night was beautiful
brush teeth together;
study together.
random sweet stuffs together.
bathe. ehemm. separately.
cut fruits. i nv drank so much water in a day;
pizza buffet at oishi pizza
ate really alot.
we thought we could have 3, we only managed 2.
went back. study abit.
dinner at pasta mania
our favv!
hahahaaa
after 20hr,
the parting part was really difficult
really difficult.
.
10hrs to seeing you at the busstop.

2007-04-29T01:44:00.000+08:00

what makes you tired
would keep you awake.
.
its 1:44am now.
the world's aslp.
when it feels heavy.
you would love to be in your room.
realise you need to clear up your desk.
and examine what has been left unnoticed in the day.
discover the mirror that is a little scratched.
everything is calm and easy.
feel your existence.
you've been focusing too much on the world
in the day.
.
they said it would take a while to get along with it
but it is the fear that is most real
when you could no longer feel the prick
.
what really matters to you.
what would make your night.
when the numbness and the acceptance
wouldnt be as right

2007-04-10T00:40:00.000+08:00

so loved by the girl
i so love.
;
sports day!
within 24hrs i ran 4 races ranging from
100-800m events.
quite shocked to learn that i qualified for finals
for 800m national juniors.
the sports sch guy did 2:03
and he is going to be in the finals also
looks like i gotta kick all the way back
;
kept asking tha girl for some encouragement
(you knw, like uhumm)
before my 100m race,
first up for sports day tday,
class 4 by 100m relay,
as usual, kenn's the last man.
we got 3rd runner-up.
then was the faculty 8 by 200m relay
ran the 2nd last leg cause i was really drained.
the all star team fell
we got 1st runner up
well good enough i guess.
thn was the real horror
my hamstrings were totally strained.
4 by 400m relay,
again, kenneth as anchor man.
my mind took over my body.
dammn tiring.
after crossing the finishing line,
just drop the baton
and fell flat on the track
we got 3rd.
pocketed 2 medals!
well, the medics didnt come;
i was lying there smiling.
.
that girl anchored her faculty 8 by 200m relay
impressive. really.
and i love you girl.
she insisted on doing high jump
and it all turned out to be really a joke
was cooling down on the terraces when i saw someone
fly face down across the pole.
yes, i recognised that one.
.
on the way back home
that girl was really sweet.
these few days.
every second was beautiful.
every second
with you.

2007-04-09T00:38:00.000+08:00

ytd night.
at vivo.
its really beautiful up there at night.
the same spot;
we've been crasily spending lots of time together
hahaa.
feel so blessed.
faked up some MC together;
that girl seriously loves pasta.
and im starting to love it also.
90%of the dinner we had together= pasta
.
tday,
really touched she came;
to support my race;
she said i looked qiang.
hahahaa.
and i copied her
"i ran for you"
hahaa.
but i meant what i say, ya
800m 2:15,
room for improvement
but a good race to start off the season.
.
hahaa.
love the rides
when seeing you home;
taking lots of 51 recently.
hahaha
.
brown eyes soft hair kids!

2007-04-04T23:36:00.000+08:00

underlying;
.
teach me how to say it.
tell me you would hear it.
;

2007-04-03T21:23:00.000+08:00

L_ST
.
i totally smell of you now.

2007-04-02T20:20:00.000+08:00

love, keep it pure.
;
i love the way you hugg me;
lay in my arms.

2007-03-29T22:06:00.000+08:00

she was sick;
somehow;
with no thoughts of harming me;
passed me the germs
so i got sick; also
people sees this as very sweet
.
we had recess together;
again;
with no one else
at one end of the canteen.
thn came the msg frm carin;
yes. friends saw us;
hahaa. looks like we can stop hiding alrdy mish.
.
vivien the track girls cap
asked alot about you tday
.
had raa raa fun with the jumpers.
taihao were saying we cannot run relay
for other faculty;
he said "last yr ppl mix ard thn got disqualified"
thn i said " is it that they talk too much with one another
before the relay
thn they were caught mixing ard thn disqualified"
everyone laughed like siao.
"laughed till lactic"
this phrase made everyone laughed even harder
they think i was funnier thn they previosuly thought.
.
last period was for project work
thn shiting and i were at the back
of the com lab.
obviously, not researching.
after sometime,
thn we realise we're reading the same blog
hahaa.
a couple's blog
thn things got very funny
talk so loud the pw tcher came to us
luckily we got another site ready
so the alt+tab saved us
hahaa
immediately changed to list of nobel prize winners
LMAO.
didnt knw we're like stalkers
the same blog we frequent
rainer and michelle(as in another one)
hahaa.
we're such fans of them we can remember
posts on the blogg.
hahaa.
it was really DAMMN FUNNY.
.
darling's classmate came up to ask me
"kenneth are you from chinese high?"
"duh"
"you dnt look like you're frm high sch,
you got that english look"
a comment made by a scgs tracker.
.
running for student council,
this worried her alot
that i might get in and have to give up track
so we wouldnt be able to train together.
hahaa.
even if i get in, i will withdraw.
very touched right?
haa.
and there's this board with photo of candidate
for the student body to write words of encouragement
for them;
on my piece of paper with my photo;
someone wrote "mid dist cap's bf! all the best"
periwen said someone in class asked you
"ARE YOU THE MID DIST CAP?"
haa.
;
darling's sick
no trng for you.
but tml she would be so sweet
to sit on the terraces
to watch her guy train on the track.
blessed that we have the same recess tml again.
.

2007-03-28T00:20:00.000+08:00

everyone says we look alike;
i realised its quite true.
;
just one night
.
now we read each other's mind
with surprising accuracy.
;
the lips.
and your smell i've so got used to;
.
april come quickly!

2007-03-26T23:30:00.000+08:00

night at vivo was beautiful;
we need to have more time like this;
thnks for waiting patiently for my trng to end;
thnks for waiting patiently when you've finished your food;
thnks for telling me sweet stuffs;
thnks for allowing me to take the risk of being cut;
the very sweet 2 words;
;
that girl is a more feared runner on the track than me;
yes, that's the scary part.
;
took a nap in my 1hr break;
result=
overslpt in the library;
20mins into my maths lecture;
haa. when i woke, everyone's gone.
sneaked in frm the back door;
discover alot of activities going on at the back of the lecture theatre
much distracted and ammused;
haa.
;
"SE HU LIs"
pls admit it
now there're 2.

2007-03-22T22:34:00.000+08:00

someone i can share everything with;
someone who noticed slightest things of me;
time should have freezed;
found everything in those eyes;
telling me i've found something long lost;
here with me;
here with me;
locked the world outside;
with you;
all my world's here inside.

2007-03-22T00:14:00.000+08:00

it's like
you knw what i need;
and you made me feel so loved;
even if i felt lousy;
its all the little things you did.
i want to keep you by my side.
always.
and always and always.
.
the written conversation.
though it was erased in that very sec;
those left a mark on the paper;
and in our heads.

2007-03-19T20:40:00.000+08:00

i thought i could be here;
to catch all your tears;
i thought i could
but tday;
i was the cause.
saw your tears fall right in front of me.
i cant believe what i've done;
im really sorry.

2007-03-17T00:59:00.000+08:00

tday's the no girlfriend day.
strictly no clique-extentions, meaning the gfs
meaning no girls,
long time since we had such crasy fun;
im so sry cris, we stole feng frm you for a day.
sry swenn we stole your yongg.
jingg was quite happy to release her boyfriend though;
kenn had no problems for tday's outing.
HAHA.
we need some time to raa raa. im so sry girls.
.
house party!
yong's place.
girlfriends welcomed.
i made them so curious.
hahaa.
.
finally cutting my hair tml;
i will miss you my fringe.
you were always here with me;
helping me to look really dao and everything;
.
someone's coming back tml!
: D

2007-03-16T00:06:00.000+08:00

i miss training with you;
when we look half-dead
slap high-5 after each set of workout;
so please do come back soon.
.
i still remembered this funny exchange;
setting: 8km long run;
"is this pace okay with you"
"abit tiring"
"why you so quiet; is it okay?"
"i'm girl and you're guy, different alright?"
"where? is it because the size of the heart?"
"yes, and alot of things"
"then i give you my heart la"
".."
"..."
i really didnt knw it would sound so wrong till i say it;
it was nt what i wanted to express initiately
.
clique standard cheek lock pose;
yes; everyone look great in it.
pics pls come in quick.
.
cheryl's nick: please vote kenneth at the head of faculty and evelyn as the vice fac-head and cindy as cheer i/c
'''
please all athenians.
kenn is just trying to enjoy campaigning;
DO NOT VOTE FOR HIM.
.
before piano exam i was really irritating to the ppl waiting outside
keep making irritating noise.
i was really NERVOUS;
felt like im waiting in the call-room for a race
''
when piano exam's over
the moment you open the door
the world outside just felt so beautiful
peaceable with everyone;
feel like going out to do something kind
and be nice to everyone.
.
they said i didnt look impromtu tday;
and that made me feel happy;
they said i was calm relaxed and engaging;
just a little too casual when there're big shots ard.
well. i enjoyed myself.
i love to talk to a large crowd.
after i pass the mic back;
the same feeling came again.
peace with the world;
suddenly become very appreciative and grateful
to everything and everyone.
.
i hope too much adrenaline rush would nt do my health harm;
when it happened twice tday'
;
call frm sph;
frm the sports editor
kenn's elected back into office to serve another term!
I WAS SO EXCITED
i was lost for words.
10th exco; here we come!
.
i want to play every song you love.
and learn to lose control of myself at the right time.

2007-03-15T00:46:00.000+08:00

this message is to inform kenneth's darling:
kenneth just received a call frm the language HOD
they need a bilingual emcee for some event tml
so they'ld need him tml at noon till late.
and its gna be real stressful for him after the piano exam
when its gna be impromtu. (without scripts!)
he would be back at730 after his bible studies.
he misses you alot too.
he knws you misses him alot too.
he's greedy, he wants you to think of him more
he wants you to take care.
dnt runn outdoors, cause he dnt want you to get sick.
please please please take care of yourself.
after all the stressful events in the day
talking to you would be the biggest reward;
it makes him happy.

2007-03-13T23:29:00.000+08:00

thanks for coming into my life;
brought me out of that very deep cut
this city became so beautiful
at peace with the world
spent the afternoon thinking
how can i be a better guy.
for you.
.
packed my room.
cutting my hair (soon)
being less of metro.
go for training. get my tann.
catching up on slp.
thinking of you.
.
god-mum went op.
that was quite bad and worrying.
both mom and god-mom were quick sick lately.
both recovering frm op.
.
at track today.
greeted by the same question over and again
the track cap, the jumpers, the juniors
everyone's asking the same thing.
everyone's asking about you.
haa. train alone.
eat alone.
go home alone.
slp slp slp and slp and slp.
jam on the guit.
waiting got you to get online.
.
life's beautiful.
nv have been so beautiful.

2007-03-12T23:34:00.001+08:00

girl.
if you're reading this post.
i knw its because im not online
im so sry cause kenn might be out somewhere
but he definitely is missing you alot right now.
countdown 5 days to redeeming your prize.
.
i've promised that girl no mre clubbing.
im so sry guys. :/
KENN HEREBY QUITS THE CLUBBING GANG.
.

2007-03-12T23:34:00.000+08:00

2007-02-28T22:06:00.000+08:00

orietation group leader for the youth leader's camp
and on sat we had orientation before the camp next weekend.
and all the ppl were really nice.
haha. 4 guys and 20 girls.
first time meeting them
quite alot of them JC2s
and my sch orientation group leader mr shuonan
was my member this time
haha. role reversal.
all from different sch.
and i had to talk to everyone.
and bond the grp.
hahaa.

the results for the best in subjects awards
are out.
haha.
im the first ever local to win the best in language award
hahaa.
quite shocked.
pleasantly shocked.

library is a place for hanky panky
at least there's one today
hahaa.
michelle pulled me to trng
though i was sick.
gave me some drugs before trng
and i was well.
at least able to runn on the treadmill.
we laughed like crasy all thru out.
and kenn is the kind of ppl you dnt want to see
in the weights room
you can ask michelle.
she laughed too much.
she had to stop doing the sets.

for birthday.
my presents are still streaming in.
hahah
angel.beiyu.shannruu.shiting.lijie.amanda
bought me nail varnish and hairspray.
hahahaa. rather touched by it.
hahaa. lots of random stuffs frm the seniors.
lots of cards. shoes. jackets.
and i still love michelle's present most.
hahaa. yes it was the best gift.
.
a pleasant surprise
before i got into the changing room for trng.
.
PDA= public display of addiction.
.
give thnks!

2007-02-17T00:59:00.000+08:00

its 1am.
thank God for the word in season.
brought me, gave me strength to cross this water.
again.
the greatest revelation is really that He is faithful.
tremendously blessed with peace and joy.
it was a tough season.
but He always has guarded me with peace.
and let my soul find rest.
.
sometimes you dnt see how blessed you are.
seen and unseen.
GIVE THANKS!
sch prayer meeting was great.
when 2 spoke to you of the same thing, it is confirmation.
alex and joshua from sch pm asked if i would wna help play guit
for sch prayer meeting.
haha.
have been bugging jiahui much about it.
and seriously, need to pray for it.
to lead songs! haha.
alex "can you also sing?"
.
orh yes.
college life.
so much space. so much freedom.
GP tcher- the most expressive and inspiring man ever
and the econs teacher really looks like annabell.
CHEM. MATHS. ECONS. CSC.

.

middle-distance captain: michelle
vice-cap: kenneth (:
training mates!
.
feelings, they change.
you just cant help.
really wish they didnt.
and i was confused by the feelings of the past.
once, they seemed so strong.
you cant fight.
.
i'm just another choice.
.
7days to birthday!

(:

2007-02-01T21:32:00.000+08:00

2006-12-29T00:17:00.000+08:00

jan. charlotte saw your pic.
she thinks you're real hot.
.
this morning.
woke up shivering in cold.
air-con blast + cold weather
day2 of SPH school correspondent interview.
yes. i'm part of the interviewer panel.
sit with the reporters and some other fellow exco mates.
interview the new recruits.
today we had 2 rgs. 1 jjc, 3 nyjc 2 nygh and mgs and scgs
so we filtered 5.
those we suspect of attitude problem.
and too busy to be committed.
or really need more time to catch up with sch work.
hahah.
so fun! after a while i went to help out outside.
ask ppl to relax.
dnt get nervous.
haha.
.
had office lunch with the exco mates.
at the SPH canteen.
haha.
went to meet emily and sarah (whom i just got to knw today!)
went to look for presents for cga
a.k.a: cell group appreciation
(btw mcys has also a project called a.k.a which stands for
arts kick ass, bu they write as arts kick a** on the media)
went marina sq.
thn bt merah to meet mich.
haha. they meet new friend
tiffany, mich's friend.
thn we went ikea to shop.
and have emily's 2nd lunch.
which she claims is still not enough for her.
alright.
6pm.
back to city hall.
back track.
to meet the mcys ppl
for my interview?
they said it was informal.
it really was.
we're supposed to be joining a *scape workgrp
under Mr vivian balakrisnan.
the minister.
haha, the youth workgrp committee.
we met the president scholar-to-be
and told us how impt this committe
can help us get a scholarship like him next time
but i seriously just hope to volunteer
and learn to serve the community.
well. we had lots of fun with the older ones.
first they were worried if we're over committed
to leadership posts. which i think i had.
but they love to have a SPH ppl inside.
haha. they want me to join and help write stuffs.
haha. so funny.
later whn i told them i had track as cca
and do hurdle
the boss said " is it that you can go hurdle over other reporters and take photos"
...
4th committee i am in.
and i love to work with people.
that's what i have gathered from my working experience this year
under the various out of school committee.
the sph exco is the toughest i shld say.
work with ppl. deal with PR.
call ppl up to ensure attendance.
work closely with dealine.
effective communication.
times to be a friend
and times to make decisions
and be assuring.
.
ytsa brought me lots of friends!
to work to promote sports in town.
and lots of chance to learn how to work in a team.
unity and team spirit.
.
bsp exco.
wells. tedious.
working under stress.
meet up with big shots.
having confidence in myself.
how to present yourself
not only to be able to do impromptu stuff.
but to do it well
and how it is like to deal with important people.
made alot of friends from oversea!
including the hainan principal whom i really love
we had a nice time chatting
while the rest are resting in their rooms.
nearly became his god-son.
we presented our view of things
to each other and really learn alot.
.
'07.
year of focus.
and being good.
no more nonsense.
pray.study.run.

2006-12-25T22:53:00.000+08:00

i love annabel!
she's the prettiest song leader in the church.
or perhaps the prettiest ever lived.
jiahui says im a annabel fan.
and i just learn that she's married. :c
.
last night we taught jiahui and another ceg's leader
sister yuzheng
how to play pool.
and the 2 had a match.
jiahi won!
cause her members are pro.
help here help there.
but all shots are exculsively executed by the players.
hahah.
.
oh my oh my.
ytd at the carnival.
the zeh i always wanted to invite to church.
she just joined the church!
play with my hair till all messed up.
melissa!!!
.
this morning.
christmas svc!
oh yes.
annabel soh!!!
so pretty in that silver outfit for the dance.
mersmerisedd.
.
right. thn went with kai to town.
wanted to find ms charlotte carolling with vjc.
but that girl just refused to say where.
charlotte!!!
.
thn back home.
and almost immediately got out again
mt faber.
is snowing.
yes snowing
foam and foam.
take pictures with santa.
vry family outing.
.
the way down mt faber was
EVENTFUL!
first we got on the car.
thn stuck for 1/2hr.
not at all moving.
all the driver got really impatient got down to watch.
so did dad.
while i performed card tricks back in the car.
entertaining mum and sis.
thn it got really bored.
so we all got down.
2 cars parked on the way.
blocking the bus.
and blocking everyone downhill.
so guess what.
6 men from the crowd got off
to get it out from the way.
literally move.
yes, using hands.
haha.
frist they got the first moved to one lane.
thn all the crowd cheered.
it was crasier thn any christmas party.
thn goes the 2nd.
the crowd went mad!
haha.
.
im actually chasing ppl to give them christmas present.
hahah.
.
leong, the guy i brought to church.
(and responded)
got me a christmas gift the day he went svc with me.
so i took it out in front of my cg.
its a pussycats doll calender.
from hmv.
hahah.
everyone stoned.
when im all alone with jiahui later
she asked" is your friend the kind who surf alot of porn at home"
hahah!

2006-12-16T01:06:00.000+08:00

primary school gathering.
shocks after shocks.
everyone become so pretty.
and i cant recognise some.
"hi you are?..."
heavy rain at ecp!
.
nursery and primary sch mate's dad send us home
in a van.
and its like 8 of us.
squeezyyy.
after eevryone got in i said
"later when we pass the customs dnt make noise!"
everyone laughed like shit.

2006-12-15T00:37:00.000+08:00

my last day working for mcys *scape exhibition project.
the wonderful days at national library basement 1
and the area beside cineleisure.
the traffic junction where we spam the passerby with postcards.
the doors of the library
we make sure no one go beyond without getting one flyer.
hmmms.
miss the flyers.
miss the zo-cards.
miss the voting slips.
miss those blunt pencils, voting box.
miss our same *scape shirt
and our line
"would you like to vote for the new scape design?"
i love everyone there.
though the work was tiring.
i'll miss those days.
nadia said she would miss me.
because i laughed too much.
the ex-rgs, medicine student in ntu.
she said we're sisters.
cause of my nails and my bag and my earring.
and yes, we would be going shopping trips together soon.
and i would miss going dinner breaks and lunch breaks
with jessica and kai and leong!!!
jessica messing up my hair.
and being violent.
slacking ard whn nadia the i/c is not ard.
lol. and how everyone ran from slacking
when we see adrian.
haha!
farewell dinner on Sun!
though i not working on Sun.
.
next week got any mcys thing?
i wna volunteer with leong.
haha.
.
charlotte went overseas.
so now i will slp early cause no one to talk to till 3am.
.
tml pri 6 gathering.
thinking, maybe its not worth sacrificing a day at mcys.

2006-12-09T00:51:00.000+08:00

im just so excited.
guess what i just saw from the volunteer list.
the forward mail.
jann's email add!
i swear i jumped up from my seat.
hahah. think you would have missed my add.
surprise you that day jann.
BOO.
just so much coincidences happening everyday.
.
thnk God ms loh didnt checked my nails thoroughly.
i cut the other 7nails.
left the 3manicured ones out.
whn she said "did you cut your nails?"
i showed the right hand.
(:
.
hainan folks are msging me all the time.
love them. love them.
hahah. now they're asking what i wna have for christmas gift?
lol.
i asked for a neoprint of them 4.
.
exciting day awaits.
exciting week awaits.
.
you, completes me.

2006-12-07T22:03:00.000+08:00

i love my mum and my sis.
they're so funny.
they made me roll on the floor laughing.
cant stand them.
really.
especially my mum.
she dnt behave like a mum.
she dnt knw how to behave like one
dad and i are the victims.
they just dnt knw whn to stop the fun.
.
bible studies with Pst Audrey was great.
funny also. always saying funny things about her kids.
mothers are like that?
.
late for mcys volunteer briefing.
got my volunteer tshirts.
in the same slots as jiankai.
.
yolanda recommended me to a job.
we're gna be colleagues soon!
lol.
wait for the manager to interview me.
that swimmer is going to watch DOHA till 1+in the morning
and working 630 in the morning.
we're going chalet, date unconfirmed.
avoids weekend please.
ytsa. young team singapore sports ambassador
welcoming back of table tennis players.
im going !!!
lijiawei got the coolest hair in the court.
aye. missed this yr to go cheer them at doha.
next major games i wana get into the planning of supporters committee.
dnt you feel like doing something whn you just see sg lost 3-0 to china
.
yol and i talking about weightlifting.

who knows where your life will take you XD says:
they look so funny
five, six; lipshape says:
no abs
five, six; lipshape says:
instead alot of fats
who knows where your life will take you XD says:
one lump
five, six; lipshape says:
her face vry funny also
five, six; lipshape says:
xpressionless
five, six; lipshape says:
maybe too much fats
who knows where your life will take you XD says:
oo she always stick her toungue out be4 lifting the weights
five, six; lipshape says:
cannot see much muscle movement
who knows where your life will take you XD says:
hahahahaha
who knows where your life will take you XD says:
u veri funny
five, six; lipshape says:
(:
five, six; lipshape says:
where?
who knows where your life will take you XD says:
the no muscle so no exp part haha
who knows where your life will take you XD says:
so logical
five, six; lipshape says:
LMAO
five, six; lipshape says:
so glad it tickled you
who knows where your life will take you XD says:
soo funny ii felt awake at tat moment
.

2006-12-07T01:42:00.000+08:00

logo

Jaunte-male

some sketching.

*all designs and sketching by charlotte

2006-12-07T01:04:00.000+08:00

last night.
went MOS with kai.
didnt wna go clubbing.
kai dragged me there.
jiankai we need to break the curse someday.
lol.
MOS(ministry of sound) thn pool thn mos (burger)
lol.
went clubbing this morning.
yes.
country club-bing.
went swimming with jiankai.
thn suana.
changing room, i stood on the scale.
back to my 53kg.
:)
.
im featires in zaobao the 6th time this yr.
i counted.
someone recognised me.
i didnt knw it till nick told me.
.
went facial.
break fast!
fasted tday. can you believe it.
with all these activities.
God's strength.
.
Jaunte.
founders- charlotte.kai.me.
Charlotte the talented one.
she did the logos and all the designings for the girls line.
while me and jiankai just suck on some art students from hc.
and find material and quality printing.
got our first design coming in.
jiankai was absolutely pleased with it.
i thought we could have something more boyish.
hmmm.
so i started drawing till now.
but all the things i drew went tot fill up the bin.
aye.
i wana make shirt for the vry dao ppl.
and the vry dao attitute.
its the reason why westarted.
knw what we wanted but cant get them outside.
.
(Jaunte- charlotte)

Jaunte says:
wait let me sketch something now
Jaunte says:
since im bored
Jaunte says:
lol
five, six; lipshape says:
hope you're always bored.
Jaunte says:
LMAO?!?!!
five, six; lipshape says:
thn you can do more sketching

2006-12-05T00:24:00.000+08:00

I love hainan folks.
i mean i really love them!
you see why so many leaders' wife are from there.
.
she said she is taking leave to bring me out.
hahah.
i told kai and mum.
everyone laugh like shit.
friend like this are the great.
.
put on my first earring of my life this afternoon.
.
MOS with kai tml night.
.
alright i promise to be good from jan the 1st.

2006-11-07T20:26:00.000+08:00

im sorry jiankai, ruth and valerie.
hahah.
msn2go is screwled.
hahah.
do check out the pics.
com here can only blog
cannot see blogs.
those who love me
please pray for me.
im sick.

2006-11-03T21:59:00.000+08:00

Abba Father have Your way
.
huiwen msged me
"my shoe size is 7.5"
that was rather obvious.
.
beijing. not too cold.
heal me. get well.

2006-11-01T00:11:00.000+08:00

JOY

2006-10-29T17:57:00.000+08:00

Praise God!
cell grp with
21 friends for ytd outreach event.
some sowed the seed.
others watered.
we're trusting God for increase!
met lianfei (sph exco vice-chair)
in town.
after the event.
i was with sister huiwen.
waiting for bus home.
mr lianfei called my phone.
"i think im behind you"
3 of us were in the same camp last yr.
burst out into laughings
mr lianfei thought something's fishy.
hahah.
jiahui asked me to pick
some new friend up this morning.
to go church.
i just realised why.
everyone knws it before i did.
they said it was obvious.
.
my cellgrp leader's the most anoited.
she knws what to pray for even if i didnt tell her.
everyone gathered and prayed for kenn
for his 1 mth stay.
jiahui prayed "that he would have joy, peace and that..."
hahah.
sensitive ppl realises.
i said a loud AMEN
lol.

2006-10-28T00:18:00.000+08:00

i felt peace descended.
and i know its You.
Your grace is sufficient for me
and Your strength is made perfect in weakness
i just learnt
all this while
you wanted me to realise
something so important.
in this walk with You.
looking back
every event had its purpose
my mind is renewed.
I'm changed before i realised
what i went through
was meant for good.
so faithful. so faithful.
is the Lord, our God.
keep trusting.
keep loving.
in truth. with faith.

2006-10-27T20:36:00.000+08:00

6 times i waited outside the fitting room
at MNG. no guys are allowed around that area.
i got chased out.
.
spoken in parrables
fiddled with broken nose
stingray dress
model-to-be
thnks.for you understand.
.
wide awake.
what's worse thn being sick
knwing you're sick.
worried. prayed.
till dawn.
.
thnk God for a pleasant surprise.
what you're thinking.
.
meeting every loved one.
before
wed 1650. SQ 822
.
1mth. out of sight.
something i left with you.
i just need you to keep it.
please. you said "taken"
i dnt wana rush it.
i knw you need time.
there's some misunderstanding.
need a chance.
see that I'm true.

2006-10-25T15:35:00.000+08:00

so happy. i nearly died.
i broke my nose.
.
grad night. best night ever.
guys do cry.
and classmates cried alot.
hahah.
all the hugs.
what's wrong?
mmms.
i finally felt abit emotional whn deon hugged me.
i love you darling.
he wet my sleeves.
and i would also remeber you
cause my jacket always smelt of you.
how you bite my ears.
sat on me.
hahah.

intimacy!
hahah!
only if you're a girl.
more thn friends.
simply intimate.

after grad night.

clubbing.indochine.

kai went washroom every half an hr. constipated kai!

2am cine cafe. kept eating deserts with kai. aeki's mum called every half and hr.

even called me up to check if aeki was with his korean girl.

i said "not sure." i didnt lie. hahah.

some nanhua girl i msged was still up watching korean drama. thn wwe.

movie at 340am. 6am went to bus stop. first bus arrives only at 631am. so kai and me. slpt at the wheelock cafe.took two chairs. slpt. half and hr. hahah. i cant believe i did this.

went home at 630am. "good morning mum" bathe. slpt till 4.

9pm. bathe. change into another set of pyjamas. slpt till this morning.

grad night photos! : http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2100317663

2006-10-22T23:47:00.000+08:00

out of sight. out of mind.
my best pal and my role model
hahah.
MR LANDDIS SU.
came sms-ing me
excited about finding my blog.
(YEAR 1 MONTH/sian: landdis)
sian says:
lol
like only You can says:
?
sian says:
lol
sian says:
search blogger
sian says:
KEN
YEAR 1 MONTH says:
my lung like got prob cannot run liao
1 YEAR 1 MONTH says:
especially haze
like only You can says:
what happened?
1 YEAR 1 MONTH says:
and never train
like only You can says:
orh.
like only You can says:
better rest la.
1 YEAR 1 MONTH says:
lol never train since nats
like only You can says:
can run so fast got girl be contented la
1 YEAR 1 MONTH says:
where got fast
1 YEAR 1 MONTH says:
so slow
.
those days we hang out lots like shit.
did all the nonsense.
thinking back.
.
ayes.
bugis trolley rental:few thousand per mth.
haha.
shld be getting that one.
pray for good designs that's coming out tml.
.
hope you're alright girl.
i must have been irritating
everytime ask you about sch dismissal time.

2006-10-21T21:44:00.000+08:00

we nearly got cheated in our first step.
kai+me
20 over calls
to find a low rental price
gd traffic.
and supplier.
the first call.
someone said he would bring the fabrics
and the prices down and we'll meet.
he got nervous when i ask "where's your factory"
first he said "boon keng"
i say can we go down visit?
he said "actually at JB"
thn i say we can go down also
he said " dnt ask me about the factory anymore"
thnk God. its clear. a cheat.
finally narrowed to 4 supplier.
3 designers from well-knwn art backgrounds
all teenagers though. seen their design.
amazed. dnt limit by the number 16.
3 rental to consider.
designs coming in on MON. paying him 60.
rental, tml going to visit one by one with kai.
supplier? ayes. 5-13 bucks per piece.
quality still must go down see.
kai found 2 tkg designers.
well kai will deal with our new partners
.
ytd. sch consortium night.
ORTUS NIGHT.
screaming. laughing.
reach home 12. slpt 1.
tday. 7am. cgm.
2pm. shopping for grad night
grad night. MON. hilton. 1800-2300
met kai's parents.
met yuan and some sch mates.
all shopping for grad night.
hahah.
tml drama rehearsal to show pastor zhuang.
i act. i write script. i do silly stuffs.
.
i'm waiting.
1 cor 13: 4
endure.

2006-10-19T21:31:00.000+08:00

good friendships are not fostered.
they are destinated.
at least i felt it vry strongly today.
.
kai and i had the same breakfast.
same lunch.
met our ex on the street in that same hr
shit at the same time.
the adjacent cubicles.
now we're business partners.
hahah.
MAAD. our first stop to realising
our dream of entrepreneurship
tml gna check out our stocks quality and prices.
not gna live off our parents next yr.lol.
checking out more spots and the rental prices.

welcome to prisneyland, fish says:
what your parents say
like only You can says:
indifferent
welcome to prisneyland, fish says:
..
like only You can says:
mom not supportive
like only You can says:
dad laugh abit.
like only You can says:
hahah.

KAI knws me!

welcome to prisneyland, fish says:
you no rehearsal meh
like only You can says:
i heck la.
like only You can says:
hahah.
welcome to prisneyland, fish says:
irresponsible kid
welcome to prisneyland, fish says:
how to take care of a business

2006-10-18T23:53:00.000+08:00

morning.
went sch to do my passport visa for my trip.
thn to the bank to do my credit card.
visa mini is only for 18 and above.
i filled up the form thn they tell me.
got the normal oe in the end
.
called up by yuan.
pool. pool. and pool.
have been doing it
everyday this week.
play till blister gna come out soon.
talking about blisters.
feeling rather umcomfortable
with feet without blisters.
these days not much long runs
i miss you blisters.
though you hurt.
i miss tearing them up
blood or some transparent liquid will flow out.
that excites me.
im going to go for long long runs.
soon.
from marc to pierce reservior.
i miss doing solitary runs.
and spending time with God
in the runs.
.
my guitar string snapped.
not when im playing.
but when i took it out.
hahah.
how weird.
first time i didnt witness you snapping
gna carry guit to sch thn to yamaha, get strings
find tcher fix it for me.
.
spend quite a while
writing the drama script for the church outreach event.
went get the ppl for rehearsal.
fasting today.
after rehearsal at esplanade
break fast together with my dearests in Christ
at marina mac.
junk food.
i hated it. but.
i had to comply.
.
thnks for putting a smile on my face today.
you said you cant do much.
the way you understand my pains
like no one does.
im already grateful enough.
.
Lord i have a desire.
You knw it.

2006-10-17T21:46:00.000+08:00

impromptu emcee.
aye.
some tcher just called me up.
in the midst.
the next moment im writing a emcee script.
with the principals.
few rehearsals.
put on the tie, get the blazer.
check my accents.
i realised i got cheated.
they say just a small grp
some minister, sch board of directors.
in the end.
it was a open area.
thousands of ppl.
i had to introduced 9 VIPS
their designmentions took up 2 speech cards.
and the last min before i get to the podium.
they ammended my script.
again.
last min want what foreign high sch principal to present
some whatever exchange gift.
"mic test.." when i hear the volume and the echo
"pls swicth off all electronic..."
i like my voice thru the mic though its really LOUD.
the lion dance almost deafened me.
whn it went quiet again.
with a heavy heart and troubled soul
i fake a smile.
everything was well
until i screwled at the board of directors
chairman's designation.
i need to be more excited to do it well
recently quite soulless.
aye. thinking much.
fasting and praying for revival
all the interviews in sch,
the coming O's
my mind and my physical are at the weakest.
i heard the Lord spoke to me.
whenever you wana rise up for me child. He said.
assuredly there would be strong force going against.
immediately i realised that the devil had really
messed up my emotions and mood.
it never was easy.
to carry on.
i thnk God!
for He is good.
today i just learnt im chosen
to be awarded the best in language for sec 4
hahah. its like a greatest reward from God.
i nvr thought it was possible
but it was something i always wanted.
now its up to the quality of my CV
what i had done in the area of language.

And when I'm caught in the flood
And I am walking through the fire
I get down on my knees and pray
And i remember the promises You made

when im overwhelmed.
lead me to the rock that's higer than I.

Prayer meeting was great.
the word shared really touched me.
and thnk God for all He has done for me.
All the glory goes out to You!